They know how to swim

I'm sorry brothers, so sorry lover
Forgive me father, I love you mother
Can you hear the silence?
Can you see the dark?
Can you fix the broken?
Can you feel my heart?
Can you feel my heart?

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim 

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Can you feel my heart - Bring Me The Horizon

Oh my gaaaawd its done QwQ I had to pull out some stitches in my hand this morning so I didn't have to go to school today XDD Aaaand this song is stuck in my head and I'm home alone and I should drink less coffee owo' I just love Bluestar cause she was so strong during the first few books! Just aaaaaargh <333 Her dead seriously was the first time I ever cried over a book XD This is a scene where she could still swim up a little. This is also the result of leaving my alone with painkillers for my hand, coffee, a laptop and my cat. Cause my cat is love and life. End of story. 

Bluestar © Erin Hunter
Art © Galaxy-Poochyena
Lyrics © BMTH